Some decisions are so hard and painful even though you know they are the right ones. Others are easy because they are right, but hard to explain to the very people you are doing it for.
We are undergoing so many changes and I am proud of the ones that handled it with grace, understanding of those that have questions and grateful for the ones who support the new way we are headed together as a team.
It is still hard some of the other issues that did come up however and while the majority of the day had great results, we did have one depressing moment that I was hoping against.
In the end though, the team we have is strong and I am lucky to work with them.
To rubber band the other way, I am very excited about tomorrow. My husband, daughters and I are road tripping to pick up our long-awaited horse trailer (years in the waiting) and getting to see loved ones as well. Most of the time will be on the road- but even a few hours with those you miss is worth the extra effort.
Reminding myself it is not wrong to be excited about good things in my life when so many others are facing obstacles is hard, but today I just can’t let other people’s choices take away my joy.
We’ve waited a long time to be able to get this trailer and worked hard for it and I am thrilled our patience paid off. The whole new to me for a used trailer is so true.
The graphics are brown like our truck and it has an awning and sink with walk through door to the horse area.
Nothing fancy but perfect for what we wanted and I love it!
Can’t wait until the time comes where I’m showing pictures of it hooked up to our truck Denna with our horses happily munching hay.
So now I am going to go to bed knowing that I’ve done my best with the right intentions and that in two days I will get to hug and hang out with some of my favorite people. My family. Even though it will only be one afternoon, I will cherish it.
Also… I am very grateful to have such wonderful friends who whole heartedly jumped in to love after our dogs, cats & horses while we are away. Thank you!